Thursday, December 31, 2020
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INKJOURNAL
like wake up inkjournal some of these are rather depressing You can do better otherwise I am going to propose my own inky prompts because we are suppose to be bringing people together and not thinking about depressing things this season ..DO BETTER !
Tuesday, December 8, 2020
Monday, December 7, 2020
People should not be traveling right now
so there is this lady that I am friends with and shes traveling to a place this week going to one of the for most viral places in the united states like we are going through a pandemic they even said you should stay home you shouldnt go out unless you absolutely have to ... its people like this that spread disease unknowing .. and im not saying that shes going around spreading disease but its people like her that have no common sense that god gave a goose and going out on a vacation while we are having a international health crisis it just makes me so upset and i fear for her life and everyone she interacts with life I dont go out unless I absolutely have to I go to the pharmacy and the grocery store I dont go wondering around the malls or window browsing at hobby lobby or michaels or any shopping NO you dont go out when your life could be at risk its not worth it and people have no idea how deadly this thing is ... healthy people sick people it could take anyone and we would be helpless against it ... so if your reading this just stay home .. wait till theres a vaccine give it a couple months yes you can stay home you dont have to go anywhere right now you have a perfectly lovely life where you are and if you arent having a lovely life just put some headphones on and go watch a movie people dont have to be around you if they dont want to ... and if you feel like you are trapped its because you are .. and you should be right now we should all be honkering down ... this is a world war on a microscopic level and we are loosing the fight by not staying home and keeping away from other people ... but no I'm going to go on vacation and I dont care if I get sick ... I just hope that you can take a moment and appreciate what we have here in life and I hope you can live to see past this virus in the future
Sunday, December 6, 2020
I may have hurt some feelings
so there is this lady that comes into our zoom meeting and we got into a discussion and I understand she is only using the knowlege she is given to do the best she can with for her parents who are elderly in this time of covid pandenic and shes talking about how if you have pre eshisting condition and how if you have a healthy immune system and i said thats not really how this virus is working there is so much more that we are not understanding we are treating this virus like any other virus ... its not just any other virus we have never seen anything like this before in our lifetime and we dont know the long term effects that it goingto have on people ... the virus takes the young the old the healthy and the frail and it leaves no stone unturned in its path ... and the scientist havnt come out with a vaccine yet to fix it because we havnt had enough time to see how this virus will manipulate itself over the course of a year we dont know if the vaccine will be healthy for the young the old or the pregnant I told this lady
"I want to apologize to you if you ever felt like I was speaking out of turn but being in the Medical Field people often dont know all the workings of disease and I dont know exactly what's going on and the scientist dont quite know whats going on with this Corona Virus but what I do know about viruses in the past is it takes a good long time before people do know whats going on and a way of how to fix it and human society has an aversion to doing what's right to what feels right ... and even though they have things in the works for this disease vaccinations and whatnot we dont know the long term effects of these things and we wont for some time especially if they are safe with the elderly or the pregnant or children .. a pill Thalidomide gave pregnant women great relief from having horrible nausea and vomiting and made them feel better but it had horrible deformation effects on the babies being born from those pills ... so we just dont know everything I dont claim to know everything we all need a little more knowledge and time to be able to say for certain what's going to happen in the future.. I am sorry if I made you uncomfortable and I hope you do come back I love a good conversation and debate ... and believe it or not I like your company you are a breath of fresh air and its nice to hear people of differing opinions otherwise we would all be the same and the world would be very boring...
"I am sorry I upset her but the fact is nobody knows what makes the virus more deadly than others .. but like any other virus it effects the very young the old and the immuno compromised more than other things like a rhinovirus or a flu virus and its amazing that I have lived so long being HIV positive has taught me to really appreciate every moment that I am given here on this planet and it really makes me appreciate just how frail this life is ... and sometimes people need to understand that just because you think your frail or old or young that doesn't mean that you are going to be more effected than people who are healthy young and supposedly uneffected ... because there have been proven that those people can carry the virus just as easily and pass it onto other people with no regard for anybodies health ... in the 1300s when the black plague was around it took out millions apon millions of people over a 10 year period because people refused to stay home they faught in ditches and gave eachother the black death and it spread faster than wildfire across the whole eastern european sector it took out 75% of the population before people understood stay at home dont go outside dont interact with people dont touch other things that people touch.cover your mouth wash your hands things that were not so readily available back then running water in every house clean bathrooms to use rubbing alcohol soap like these simple things can effect the way this virus spreads and we can do it but certain people choose not to use those things and when they get sick they insist that the healthcare system treat them which causes it to spread more it is amazing how this thing spreads its nothing like anybody in this century has ever seen .and what a way to break in a new decade and a new turn of the century its just amazing that we have gotten this far with all the people who dont believe in taking basic health precautions that are mostly available to everyone if you have a dollar store near you its amazing ... anyway
all this to say I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings I hope we can be friends and I hope you will come back to the zoom meetings I love a good discussion and if you think you can bring more knowledge to the table heck I am more than willing to listen but if you haven't done a little bit of biochemistry and physiology and learned about medicines and how they work with the human anatomy please just try to understand that I have done the hard work for you and I am an excellent resource of a way to simplify things thats what doctors are for thats what we go to school for we go to school for like 10 years to learn how to tell you what's going on in a simplified form so you dont have to go to school and to give you the needed necessary information so you can go about your daily life ... and as I've said I dont claim to know everything I have a lot that I dont know about I am not a virologist I am not a biochemist I know how those things work but they are not my specialty and any pertinent information I am well willing to listen to.
Thursday, December 3, 2020
Wednesday, December 2, 2020
if you make it your commitment to prey for people than do it dont ask question
so this lady I watch she is a christian and she preys for people in the morning great find wonderful but then someone reminds her to prey for someone and she doesn't ... is it because she doesnt think shes worthy of prayer or that she just doesn't want to like I am not a super religious person but if someone asked me to pray for them I would stop what i was doing and pray for them right then and there ...and then she changes the subject thats so upsetting to me and i want to say something but knowing i might hurt a friendship and its down right rude and i dont tolerate rude people. I would rather cut and run than try and rekindle a friendship of someone who was so offensive why ... why would you do something like that doesnt make any sense
Tuesday, December 1, 2020
Monday, November 30, 2020
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Wednesday, November 25, 2020
Tuesday, November 24, 2020
Monday, November 23, 2020
this lady is having a problem with a lady she took in
so this lady moves into this ladys house and her kid breaks something in her house and she says oh its ok ... well its not ok first of all she should have told her off right then and there that no its not ok to go around breaking things and nipped it in the bud but ... to go and tell someone that if they dont like someone to kick them out of the house right before thanksgiving is irrisponsible and down right mean and right before thanksgiving i mean no time really is a good time to tell someone you want to leave their house but ... better councel should be warented .... giving someone altamadems is no way to run a friendship ... setting boundries is important fixing a wrong when it happens is a way to build up trust and understanding of clear cut rules ... and things are going to get broke there are just physics that happen that not everybody has control over and if you think you have absolute control over everything let me tell you YOU ARE WRONG ... there will be broken dishes there will be broken lamps there will be broken glasses it happens and kids are young and they dont understand the value of things because their toys havnt been violated they havnt lived a life they dont how to assign meaning to items ... but to tell someone that their not somebodies problem and to kick them out RIGHT NOW LIKE SERIOUSLY you have never been kicked out of somewhere on your lowest day in your life you obviously have no clue what it is like and you probably never will and that is wonderful for you but if you have never been in that situation you should not speak of the things you have no experiance of how that feels of how that will impact friendship of how that will impact legality ... in california if you accept somebody in your home and they get 1 piece of mail there and they want you to leave they have to get a restraining order and an eviction notice to get them to move out and they can prolongue it for months ..especially if they have nowhere to go and nobody will take them ... you have no idea what its like to have been given a place to stay and have it taken away and it is so damaging to the way people think of you and it is so hurtful .... however clear set rules and warnings need to be given and perhaps it isnt a good fit and perhaps they do need to seek other places to live but giving them a week to move out is rediculous nobody can move out that fast it takes great planning and time and money to move ... and it is stressful and there is crying involved and especially if you really liked where you have a place to lay your head you have no idea how hard it is and i hope you never do
so a person i watch tells her that she thinks she should just kick her out
untill youve barried a parent you wont understand how hard a holiday a death day or a birthday or any day is without one
I must be a psychopath because my mother was a drunk and my father beat me ... and im glad both of them are dead .... however If my adopted mother passed away I would cry for a month and if my adopted father passed away I would probably die those people gave me meaning in life and what life was really about giving and being greatful and the meaning of what family means and also what friendship is and how to love and be loved and I am not saying this to say that parents arent important I loved them very much but I hate them equally as much because they were horrible parents