movember day 16

Sorry I quit

Sometimes you have to realize that you're not working towards any cause at all or anybody reading this information and so I quit and I apologize but I want you to know that if you are watching this or reading this you're welcome and thank you for your support

vlogtober 13

so today i took a tumble landed on my elbow pretty hard its all fucked up on my way to norms to meet larry for food got up went to norms cleaned my elbow off a little then after dinner we went to the 99 and got some bandages and some ace bandage and a cold compress and some snacks and ibuprofen then came home took a shower and went to bed slept till 11 this morning when there was an earthquake that shook the whole house scared the shit out of me i woke up called larry asked him if he was ok im sitting here having a cup of coffee and getting ready to go out with larry i also realised that on my way home from the 99 that i lost my wallet so thats great done fuckin lost my wallet all my id my money my medicare and my original original social security card was lost damnit oh well thats fuckin life walked home thought i might have left it here no i didnt i must have lost it in the street and somebody took it great have fun asshole cause that was my only 30 dollars your getting today i hope it was worth it cause fuck you thats why ... so mad i hate when i fall im such a fuckin clutz

vlogtober day 9 I GOT MY PASS BACK WOO HOO

october 2nd

this is day 2 of vlog every day october and today is goin to be a very busy day i have to go to apait and then i have to go to the psychiatrist then im going to fridays to eat steak with larry super excited about the steak part but not much besides that i have to get a new bus pass  because i just cant afford to not have one at this point im being charged more than i thougt for the insurance for my phone im being charged for my bank account why does it all have to happen my birthday month like im not going to have a nice birthday party and i dont know what im going to do about that im hoping that larry sticks up to his word and takes me to disneyland i hope that he gets a pass too because then i would have someone to pay for my food and someone to ride rides with today manda leaves for Missouri im going to miss her alot i wish i could win the lotto and buy a mansion and have all my friends come live with me but thats a pipe dream of the grand assortment and now that im here i cant have guest stay over but thats ok i wouldnt want them to stay over anyway they would annoy me this space is so crampt as it is i really wanted to go get my golashes but i dont think im gonna actually need them after all it doesnt look to me like its gonna rain there could be a chance but i doubt it as of yet i need a hair cut im thinking about going to the barber university down the street 8 doolars for a hair cut which seems like a good deal even if they cant make me look perfect  but at least they could take care of the shag in the back heres hoping for a good day we will update later or tomorrow to the progress we had

10-1-18

im going to try blogging for a month to see how this goes if anyone sees this you will have to come back to periodically see the progression of the day in the same post or come back tomorrow to see if the completed version of each day i dont think this is gonna work my fingers keep skipping notes and i dont know how much i can take of the backspace button anyway this is just a trial for today to see how things go there will not be any punctuation of any kind this is just a way to get my typing practices up to par .. i have to go out to storage today to pick up some winter items like my rain boots and my pants because i dont have any pants for the rain tomorrow that is suppose to happen i will need them because i have two meetings tomorrow one with lydia and the other with ninna which their so close to eachother i might walk if i have time i might order a cab depending on how long i think it will take or i might just take the bus depending on how long i think its gonna take or if i have no time at all i might order a lyft considering how long it would take to get there anywa im off to the races check back later ...

october 3rd

today its suppose to rain i am not looking forward to it raining i have an umbrella i have what i think are comfortable shoes i dont think its gonna rain i cant see that happening right at this point in time but who knows things could change the sun could come out the rain could be delayed and everything will be fine lovely day who knows i hate the rain i think its the devils work but we need the rain and i dont think the world would go on without it so i have started this series this month on computer because i think i will be able to put my thoughts out quicker and i have been doing a vlog on my marilyndarlingshow channel on youtube and just giving a brief view of my day from my webcam and things ive taken pictures of for people whom ever they are that possibly watch my channel anyway today larry and i are going out to get him a brief case and hopefully to eat before it rains if it rains im going to probably stay in and make spahgetti or something like that because i dont want to go out in the rain

vlogtober day 10

yesterday i got my annual pass to disneyland i was super happy to have it back again i went through california adventurre and rode the incredacoaster it was good very well themed saw the new pixar pier it was eh crouded full of people who didnt have anywhere to go i want to go to disneyland this week to check out the haunted mansion and the all of the things going on over there i cant wait to have a burger from tomorrowland terrace and have pizza from pizza planet im super excited ... its going to be a journey of having all the new things to see and go see al the halloween stuff that they have going on in the park this year i miss it so much i especially miss my friends they are my key to life and i really needed to go out for a night and have a bit of fun i cant wait to go back but first i have to hang out with larry and make sure that hes ok and that he doesnt need my help for moving in purposes and stuff so we will see what happens there im nervous that he ownt get into this new place and that hes gonna be even more suicidal than he has been in the past and that im going to loose him to arazona or to mount vernan or somewhere super far away one i wont have any money to feed myself and 2 i wont have any company on days i dont go to disneyland its going to be truely boring withouth him i mean i could play minecraft all day but that gets boring after a while and work is only so entertaining so we will see what he has things planned for himself and hopefully all things will go well wish me luck

vlogtober 7

tomorrow is my last day at the garage

tomorrow is the lasts day i will be sleeping in this garage i've grown accustomed to the smell of tires or greece or whatever that god awful stench is and the red floors and the black out curtains that i've stapled to the wall to keep out the light i am hoping to make this new place my home for the long haul i am hoping that it will be the place i can call home my permanent home but this will yet to be seen i have filled out the important papers which determine weather i qualify to move in and how i have to do the interview for the moving in process i do that  on friday early so i will be up earlier and earlier it is currently 930am tonight i will take my pills at 845 and i will hopefully go to bed sometime shortly after that and wake up around 8 am friday is moving day i am hoping to take a couple things on moving day and get a set of keys and a mail box and change of address for all my things and change internet over and social security and the bank and the phone and netflix and medical and pharmacy and ive already started thinking about christmas i have a drs appointment with doctor stallworth and i want to get her and the office staff something nice for christmas like a starbucks gift card or a gift card to babies are us or a 99 c store gift card something nice for the staff too a christmas card i would like to have a set of christmas cards done for the staff that would be so nice .. i wonder if larry will be around then ... i wonder how i will get by without him in the future i wonder if i will be sad when he is gone. i don't want him to be in pain anymore. but i want him to stay here as long as possible i love him and even though sometimes he makes me madder than a hornet i feel that i've never actually loved anyone else he loves me unconditionally without rime or reason and buys me everything my heart desires he bought me this computer a new watch a wireless charger for my phone a new mouse a new set of headphones and he keeps on giving i am so grateful for everything that he has enriched my life with that everytime i touch something of his i think of him....i wont find anybody like this again not in my lifetime....today i have to go to the orange library i forgot a cd from monk in my dvd drive and i'm sure they haven't figured it out yet but i think its good to be honest about things with the library they are helping people for practically free .... then i will probably start packing and taking my desk apart tomorrow for easier travel putting everything in bags and then

i dont know if i told you

for the last couple months ive been homeless and when i say homeless i mean living in places that are not ment for human habitation such as garages on the street in cars in allies on park benches and the like i applied to be in this place called Emmanuel house in santa ana california and its a place that i can afford to stay its 425 a month and 600 deposit i think i will be able to afford this for quite sometime i am really looking forward to this oppertunity i have been waiting over 13 years to live in this place it is beautiful its 2 story mansion and by mantion i mean mansion it has 21 rooms and a monster huge kitchen and a grand piano a fire place a dining table longer than 2 of me put together a library and a chapel it has on site staff in case i need something i cant wait to be able to tell you more but for now keep your fingers crossed that i will be able to move in by friday the 31st cross your fingers and thanks for all the hopes and prayers i really do appreciate them 

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